THIS IS MY KIND OF FREEDOM

to let go of all fears and burdens

and take a leap of faith.

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Its been almost a year since I started working but to me, it felt like ten years. I often hear a lot people say that I am very lucky. Family business for me to work. No need to worry about life outside, worry about looking for job. Can choose to go work anytime you want. Some even say I dun need to study too hard. (=P Although I wish sometime) But often I find myself complaining and explaining that working for my parents its the worst job ever unless your family business is like Paris Hilton.To me its hard to work for parents because it is too hard to reject anything they throw at you. ( Maybe that why when I play soccer, I love to be the Goalkeeper-----when you get shot at, just catch it!). A sour relationship at home its not good thing at all. Beside, our family depended on the business for everything. School fees, bills, food,home, red packets=P . If I dont help out, who will right?

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My parents are old. To me, I am just try to be a good son and help them out when they needed. But as exams are drawing near, I find myself no mood to study=P maybe cos work has taken so much of my energy. Lesson learnt, I have to give up little little things in my life to accumulate time for rest. My gameplaying, movie time, my cny shopping, my blogging.

Looking at another point of view, I learnt a lot about myself too. My bad habits and weaknesses during work especially. Maybe when I go work outside after I grad, I will try not to commit them=P I realised I am a very very lazy person.(*laugh*). Looking at my own performances, I cant help it but laugh at how lazy I am. How I dislike little troublesome thingy to the core and try to avoid them. As I list down what I need to complete, I realised its those little little thing that I thought are troublesome and useless that are slowing my progress.=S

Got to admit I am a very person. hahaha....hope I can change m attitude towards work if not my nickname can be called "LAN DUO KUN CONG" (lazy bug)

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still...accounting job is too boring for a person who cannot sit still=P

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kunquan------yawn yawn.. I am in debt....sleep debt with interest...